I am normal

no one teaches you what sexuality is 

I tried

giving pleasure. receiving pain

I tried again

feeling desired. feeling objectified

I tried again

being singular. being abnormal  

no one teaches you what consent is 

I went in the past.                   I understood the why.

blame                   love

judge                                              empathize

no one teaches you what intimacy is

a soft touch a still mind a soothed body

no one teaches you what pleasure is

I build trust

I nurture connection

I feel vibration