I am normal
no one teaches you what sexuality is
I tried
giving pleasure. receiving pain
I tried again
feeling desired. feeling objectified
I tried again
being singular. being abnormal
no one teaches you what consent is
I went in the past. I understood the why.
blame love
judge empathize
no one teaches you what intimacy is
a soft touch a still mind a soothed body
no one teaches you what pleasure is
I build trust
I nurture connection
I feel vibration